These are my ramblings in an attempt try and understand my Dissociative Identity Disorder. Thank you for reading my blog and I hope that together we can come to a better understanding of the human mind. If you have any questions or comments you are more than welcome to add them to my blog, or to email me. I would love to hear from you.
16 June, 2013
Wild Horses.
I've been feeling this a lot the last 2 days. The need to be free of my DID, of the confusion and complications its brings. To run/live with out a care of the horrors of this life. Its hard and I get tired of the fight. Some days we just have to wonder if it is worth it all, I know that if it wasn't for my kids it would be a decision I could and would consider more closely. I cant leave then with the legacy of a suicidal parent. I don't want to do any more damage than I already have. For them alone we will keep going but some days it just seems so hard to live, and fight and be. To not be broken and hurt.
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