Welcome to my Blog.

These are my ramblings in an attempt try and understand my Dissociative Identity Disorder. Thank you for reading my blog and I hope that together we can come to a better understanding of the human mind. If you have any questions or comments you are more than welcome to add them to my blog, or to email me. I would love to hear from you.

21 January, 2015

Can Someone Help Me

Can someone help me? I am feeling at a loss. Life is overwhelming me. Daily i see the pain of others, daily i watch some walking on the edge of the cliff totally unaware of what is about to happen to them. Their safety is about to be shattered and there seems nothing i cab do but to watch them take that step. I despair at my own situation and the past i have known, it is chasing me into the present. I am weary from crying but more than anything i feel so alone in all of this. There is to much pain in this life. I don't know how to continue this was. It hurts.

17 January, 2015

Feeling Hopeless

When does this insanity end, when will we really be free. Today, no the last few days, just seem too hard. We cant keep going like this. Our stomach is in knots, we cant sleep, and we are constantly worried. All this is triggering us back into our own past. I feel like we are sinking, and I am really not sure we want to fight to get out. It feels too hopeless, like no matter how hard we fight we will get pulled back.
He has found you again. It is time to run.