Living Life

We learnt a valuable lesson today. Things have been pretty tough lately and we haven't been doing to well. We have been in a really bad head space and seemed to be heading for a pretty big crash. Today we got invited to have a picnic with a friend at a park. The weather was perfect so we pushed ourselves out the front door. Not as easy as it seems when everything within us insists we stay home to be here if the boys need us. ( at 20 and 15 years old they don't need us much) So off we headed to the park. There was constant fighting all the way there but as soon as we stepped out onto the grass every one calmed down. We spent about 3 hours sitting in the sun chatting and watching the world go by. We were so relaxed by the time we left, it was awesome. We need to remember how good it feels and do our best to get out and enjoy the world around us. Make the most of the days we can and stop hiding inside. Life is for living, we just need to remember to do it.