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15 October, 2013

Tired

So tired of being multiple, just so tired as a whole really. It takes so much energy to keep going. Trying to deal with everyone in my head as well as the people I see in the outside world. We went into a second hand shop today and one of our little girls saw a doll she wanted. It looked a bit old and festy and I didn't want to get it. Besides all that, it was way to big for us to discreetly hide in our room. When I said no she got very upset. Dealing with children on the inside and the outside gets a bit much. Some days I wish we could just be one!
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  1. Mickymunchkin's little space16/10/13 12:28 am

    Hey, I understand you so well... In therapy we're doing some trauma work at the moment and I have the feeling my couch is eating me all up as there is no energy left for anything else. They keep discussing inside, but the body is just plain buggered....

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    1. Lonnie30/10/13 11:38 pm

      Yeah I hear ya, some days there just isnt energy for anything else. How are we supposed to live life when the inside world is taking all the energy.

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  2. Lonnie30/10/13 11:42 pm

    P.S. Thanks for commenting and I love your hair!!

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