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These are my ramblings in an attempt try and understand my Dissociative Identity Disorder. Thank you for reading my blog and I hope that together we can come to a better understanding of the human mind. If you have any questions or comments you are more than welcome to add them to my blog, or to email me. I would love to hear from you.

28 August, 2011

Stable

Hi everyone,
I haven't been on here for a while, It has taken a bit of effort to get on here today. I have been working with my Therapist about some of the abuse I went through and she has been wanting me to dig a little deeper. I guess we have felt a little unready or unwilling to go deeper as I have spent the last 2 weeks totally stable and not changing, I have been able to work well, get heaps done and been very emotionally stable. It has been great.
The off shoot of all that is of course I have not wanted to acknowledge I have DID at all. I have not felt like I have had it. I have barely heard any voices in my head and with no switching I have been "normal".
But I know I must face the past at some time to be able to heal from it. I decided this weekend that it was time to face the past again. So I am here to accept that I have DID and that I have issues to face. It is not easy but it must be done.
Already I can feel my energy decreasing. I can feel the voices increasing and I feel less stable. I guess it is  a long road to recovery and it is scary and some days I really don't want to face it. But here goes. Please keep me in your thoughts.
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