Dysfunctional

We've been awake for a couple of hours.  Lost in our thoughts. Lying here listening to our best friend sleep. We feel so dysfunctional,  as if we are too many to make sense of this life. We fake it a lot of the time but the truth is we really dont understand, or feel like we fit in. Our world just seems so different to yours.  We are so used to fighting,  what do u do when there is no war.