Are we just too Broken

I wonder some days if the world of a multiple is just too hard to work with. Yes we have amazing coping skills and once we get to know our system things can be much easier. But how do we get relationships to work when relating to others is the main area of our pain. How do he hold down a long term relationship with so many people inside. Is it even possible, and if not why do we miss out again. Its a mine field. Part of our pain is that we don't want to be alone and forgotten. It makes us feel invisible again and like we have no value. Yet we honestly wonder if we can find a way to be ourselves with someone and keep them as friends. I just don't know. Some days it feels like we are just to broken.

The Whole Truth

As you may all have guessed we are struggling with justice for the survivor. There seems to be so little and that leaves us feeling so helpless. While every day for us is a struggle to survive, our perpetrators live free and happy in a world free from our struggles. We need to have a voice. The thought of not being able to tell leaves us all very depressed and seriously contemplating self harm. This is not the life we want for us. We need freedom and from the beginning of this walk we have always found that letting the truth out has been healing and freeing.
We have researched several ways to tell. Some we will keep under raps for now, but one stands out for us. To Blog. To share our truth in the same way we do now. We know that many of you may not be in a place to hear the graphic details of our abuse, and we understand that. For this reason we will not be sharing them on here. We have started a new blog, where we will name names and tell it like it is. Please feel free to join us on the new site as well or stay here if you are not ready to go that far. We want you to take care of yourself first and foremost. We will still be regularly posting on this blog as our journey of discovery and understanding continue. We will share on the new blog even if no one is reading.
Thank you for all your support so far and we are thinking of you too in your journey.

New blog site, We Are Many
http://scarletchildren.blogspot.com.au/

Justice for survivors

Really struggling at the moment. Feeling like there really is not justice for survivors. If we don't have enough evidence we cant take our abusers to court. If we cant remember enough there is no point. I am this way for a reason but as I cant prove it nothing can be done. Even if I could prove it, too many police files go missing when it comes to child abuse cases. Really tired of sitting on this information while the guilty around me live free. Need justice.