Am I loveable as We? Can anyone really love me when I am many? Can anyone truly have that look in their eyes that says, 'you are my world, yes all of you! '
Can i feel that special?
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These are my ramblings in an attempt try and understand my Dissociative Identity Disorder. Thank you for reading my blog and I hope that together we can come to a better understanding of the human mind. If you have any questions or comments you are more than welcome to add them to my blog, or to email me. I would love to hear from you.
26 June, 2016
07 June, 2016
Greatest Sorrows
One of the greatest Sorrows of my life, has been learning that no matter how much you love someone, how much you sacrifice yourself for them, and how much give to them. You cannot save them. You may improve their life, but only they can save themselves. I wish i was wrong.
25 March, 2016
Can You See Me.
All my life, I remember whenever we went out to a show or play or even to the shops, we would be looking at the people around us. Or even the people in the show, begging, pleading with them with our eyes to please please notice us. Please see us in the crowd. Please somehow see us and know that we are special and save us from the life we live. Please please notice us and know that something is wrong and do something to help us. We still do it today as adults and still no one ever does.
When they don't notice as they never do, we leave feeling we are invisible and not important, and that 'they' are right and we have no value. Otherwise someone would have noticed the girl/woman in the 5 row dying inside.
But i guess we can't be seem.
When they don't notice as they never do, we leave feeling we are invisible and not important, and that 'they' are right and we have no value. Otherwise someone would have noticed the girl/woman in the 5 row dying inside.
But i guess we can't be seem.
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