No One Can Love Me!

No one can love me! Those words brought peace to our system today. Acceptance brings relief. Once you know you are unlovable there is no need to fight. No need to look for love. It won't come, you don't deserve it. It's over. There is no love for you in this world. It is a hard world and so few people care and even fewer really see or care. Unconditional love and acceptance regardless of what we do, has never been our lot. I'm tired of fighting. Fighting to feel love. Fighting to give love and show others that they count. Fighting to be someone i feel i am not. Maybe it is just not our lot in this life. Maybe we were never born for this. Maybe we unable to be loved, somehow cursed. Cursed to watch it, and give it, but never really feel it. Would we know what it felt like anyway? I think we would, because it would be different to everything else we have known. But maybe it is not our way. Maybe it is not for the dammed, those lost before birth into a world they will never escape. Maybe we can just wish and hope and long, for that which we will never obtain. It's easier to think we are unlovable than to accept that someone could love us but never truly has. But deep deep down, there is a small quiet desperate voice that says,..............'can you love me? '

Get Away

I want to scream so loud at people today. I want to scream and yell at the ones who made me this way. Life never makes sense, we take one step forward and 5 steps back. It's too fucking hard. We have just found out there is no one in this whole country who can help us with our level of abuse. There are millions of people out there like us and no one who can help. There are also millions of abusers out there, still doing their shit to people and no one who can deal with it all. Today feels hopeless. I just want to run away and get away from it all, but no matter where i go i can never get away from us and the truth.

Danny and Me!

Hi my name is Daniel, and I like to help people. I like to be a bit like a super hero and swoop in and save people from what they are going through. I don't really get why we have to let people do it for themselves sometimes and I just want to make it better. I just want to fix it. people need me and they need my help. I am 13 and I want to feel safe and for others to be safe too. I want to try so hard to help them. I don't care if I get cold or I don't sleep, that's not important to me. I just want to help and make it better. I am alone and that's OK, but people need me and I need them too. I need to save them so there will be good in the world. There has to be good in the world.

Hi my name is Danny and I am 12, I like to ride bikes and play with cars, I would like to be a mechanic some day. I don't like children or toys they are for little kids and I am a man now. lol hehehehe. I have a personality and I want to be free. But I can't because I am stuck in here where the girls are, and with her ( the body).
I like this face because it is funny.