No Hope

Today there has been no hope. No hope for help.  No hope for fighting for what we need. No hope for the support we need to heal.  When things get hard even the best people start to back away,  make excuses, pretend they aren't involved. Today we wonder if there truly is anyone that can help us heal. 

We have said before that hope is the key to survival.  Without hope there is nothing to live for. 

We don't want to die but we can't live our life void of hope either. 

Something will come up, people say, but they are merely empty platitudes to calm their own fear of hopelessness. 

We don't want to die never having left our mark in this world. We would prefer to see justice,  but that seems impossible. We feel to weak for vengeance.  We feel forgotten,  beaten down,  invisible . Please don't let us die this way.  Please may our life have meaning.  Please. 

Why do I feel so alone

No one is where I am and no one seems able or willing to help me. I feel lost in a world I do not understand, like an alien on a new planet.  No matter how hard I try to fit in, I'm not like everyone else.  And they know it too. I can't let anyone in to where it really really hurts,  because, ......... because.... it is not safe for anyone to be there, not even us.

Children of a lesser God

Omnipotent
Omnipresent
Omniscient
All knowing,  all powerful, everywhere.  All loving.

But for the children of darkness,  their God has no power to stave off the darkness of mankind.  A lesser God,  a god of no strength, no power, no will.
And what of love?
The children left behind. Never to walk this earth in light. Never to feel the son's love on their face. Left behind in darkness. 
THE CHILDREN OF A LESSER GOD!