Words From Someone Within.

I am tired of being me. I don't know why, I just am. I just want to be someone else, someone not so tired and bored. Someone who enjoys life. It sucks that we have to live this way. I don't want to stay this way. Why can't life be easier. Why can't I be me,a better me,a happier me. Why can't we just live.

Empathy..what's That?

Mr 19 is trying my patience at the moment. I had picked him up from work the other day and somehow my DID came up in conversation. He said "you know I don't understand that stuff". I suggested he start learning about it. Mr 19 quickly replied with..."why, I will only be living with you for about 3 or 4 years and then I won't have to worry about it". Ouch that hurt. He just doesn't seen to get it. I am desperately hoping he will regain a sense of empathy and compassion over the next few years. This is not easy to live with. We feel he is denying who we are and it seems we have no value. Hopefully this will change.......I hope.

You Don't Have The Right (may Be Triggering)

You don't have the right to ring me. That right was taken from you when you stripped me of my innocence. You don't have the right to affect today. You took too many yesterdays,I will not give you today. You are my past I would sooner forget. Do not fool yourself into thinking otherwise. You are a predator, and I am no longer your prey.